I've lost everything dear to me....I've done a lot of bad things that caused this, yet as many thing I do to fix whats hapened it's been all for not, I've been replaced by another...I just wanted her happy...now she is...with some one else.

Like a used toy I am to be tossed aside to collect dust, replaced by a newer better model.

My life has had it's peak, now I wait to spiral down till nothing...I had three wonderful years..I'm thankful for them.

To be honest I wish they weren't over.